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January 12 To be or not to be... In one of the utmost tragic plays of Shakespeare, Hamlet, There is the well-known metaphysical quotation, To be or not to be, which I am blind to its mean depending on my ignorance.
The last one-half month in a palm of familarities reminds me of every words of A. Chalermsri and A. Phak, my dearest and the most memorable teachers in one breath of life. I 've been ashamed of my own ignorance towards many things.
Speaking frankly, lack of attention in knowledge formation , causing from activities or not, is taking revenge on me every moments. Too late to accept how weak I am and too suffered to tolerate the truth how far my friends' ability.
Working hard more and more, with both teachers' recalled sound, is the one last way I can do. I 've read all tasks as much as I should do in former semesters, for third and half year. I haven't done myself best, at least for the sake of my pleasure. There are things which had not been a chance to be a form awaiting me to get through them.
Entering into English major has never made me sorrow much according to experiences I 've got although I have always been tortured by the decision I made not to requesting theater arts as a minor subject. Philosophy as a minor subject and English as a major one have captured the hole. It's a black hole then, though. Proudly I have performed because of things gathering myself, at this moment, comes from intellectual ideas which are derived from teachers bleding haronically identifies me.
Hesitatingly getting to the world of deriving not receiving knowledge, many questions have arisen and bent the compass of future in the shivering hands...Now there can be found no exit at all.
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